My Confession: What about you?

What follows is my confession:  I have committed every sin.  The word says when you commit one, you have committed them all.  I am the wife of the Rabbi for this confession on this  post of the blog.  I am with a broken heart.  I am as a little child.  I was as you one day 7+ years ago.  In less than a minute the Father destroyed my life.  I wanted to die.  And yet he took me, even me,  as a widow woman and gave me a second chance.  He lifted me up in my destruction and in my sorrow to be the wife to a Rabbi.  The Father then took the rest of what I loved and wanted, and destroyed it. He made it easy to turn away from HIM.  He made it easy to curse him.  I did not.  In the flames of what I had he made it clear that all I had was him.  I had already been repenting more years before this time.  I am not worthy of what I now have.  I am not worthy of salvation.  I have sinned and fallen so short of the Glory of the Father.   I live a life of service now.  That is what we do.  You need to understand that there are are times we have no food.  There are times that we do not have what we need.  And yet, he always provides.  We are still here after having everything robbed.  We are still here after the attacks and lies.  We are still here after no food, no electricity, and sleeping on a cemement floor for more than 6 months.  One day, a few years ago, I committed the worst sin of all.  I was singing praise.  I was chanting the song with emotion and joy.  All of a sudden a phrase that was so evil and wicked came forth from my mouth.  I in horror heard this thing.  I do not know where it came from.  It was not from me, and yet it came forth...  It was the one thing we can not be forgiven for.  I still beg forgiveness for this thing.  I am struggling to be clean, and I do repent almost every day.  I am not perfect.  None of us are.  Some of us have done the most horrible  things.  I am sure on this day Satan rejoiced.  I rarely sing anymore.  I am afraid to.  Yes, even I have fear.  And yet we are commanded to rejoice and to not have fear.  We should fear the one who can steal our soul.  I beg you to repent as John did in the wilderness crying.  I beg you to  see that anything you say or do to think you are forgiven is not  the same the moment after you do it, that you begin to sin again the moment after.  No matter how holy, clean, or perfect you try to be.  We are not perfect.  We are not clean.  We are not worthy.  Repent my brothers and sisters.  We deserve what is coming.

Repent for the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand.

 

We continue to serve in a country that is not our own.  We have no religious organization helping us.  We are teaching the word as it truely is with evidence.  We have no human doctrine to offer.  Only the WORD.  Only this and nothibng more.  We will not add to or take away from the WORD.  That is our promise to you when so few want sound doctrine.  When so few can see beyond their culture.  We live in a place rife with idols, daily worship to idols.  People here are so much into what they want.  They do not care about their souls.  They go through route motions, and fulfill cultural obligations.  So few care to hear the truth.  4 years of Bible study on the ground and few care to come.  People who are "professed Christians" are more evil than those who are not.  The time is coming soon where you will not be able to have the WORD.  It is already being blocked online, and in places including the USA.  Please pray for the WORD to be written on your heart.  Please seek a way where you will be apart from the Mark of the BEAST.  Please see the idols in your life.  This is our prayer for you.